pondkid

reading those older journals was a shit blow to my emotional status i deleted them please ask no further questions even though this journal is pretty much just a thinly veiled late-night shot at attention to pull together my life because i'm needy

wH oOO boy has it been forever since i checked this page
probably gonna just sort of go back and delete personal journals so no one ever fucking finds them lmao

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It's been forever since i posted
i'm really not using dA much anymore, all my art is basically just going on my tumblr, that or im not posting it at all

so like tbh a lot of shit's going on in my life rn, to all my irl friends, i just need space. i have to sort a lot of things out and i don't want to get stressed/confused when i have this situation and also school. i need to focus on those two things primarily so if i ask not to be talked to it's not personal
gonna be making the same psa on my tumblr for all who need to see it
thanks for understanding

im about to fuckin ramble so 
just a heads up
we're talking a lot, i'm having a lot of fun. we relate easily. we text and kik a lot and meme each other on tumblr
ive never felt the need to gush about a guy's personality like this, but he's just really awesome and friendly and inclusive and every time we talk he's just so into it and ready to talk to me and he's hilarious and has such an adorable sweet personality and maybe he's not all that conventionally attractive but the more we talk the more i notice how amazing his smile is and how he can look firm while also looking concerned or soft and how he makes eye contact when he talks to me, but like, he doesn't make it hard to make eye contact with him and i feel really comfortable with him and he's helpful and i feel like every time he does something nice for me, or tells me i would look good with or without makeup, or says my art of us as superheroes is fantastic i want to hug the fuck out of him and the guy is like some kind of huge nerdy goofball of niceness !!!

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The show dates for Legally Blonde are the 16th, 17th, 18th, and a matinee on the 19th. We want at least 200 people every night (our auditorium seats 900, but we doubt we'll ever have a full house) so we need to get the word out there. Bring friends, bring family, bring as many people as you can. I don't know the times right now but please get this out there. We've worked really hard.