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not meant to be happy
it's days like these i wonder
if i'll ever be happy.
every time something good happens for me
something comes along
to take it away.
so i'm left with my material possessions
my vague talent and blurry future
weak relationships and pointless money
a feeling of trapped emptiness
and the dull pang of the thought in my head
"i'm not meant to be happy."
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You Looked
Crawling into bed, I know I won't be able to sleep.
Even after I chewed and brushed and bathed and rushed, I won't be able to shut my eyes and get them to stay there.
And oh, my back hurts.
Maybe it's like they told me, you're gonna end up like this if you keep sitting that way. 
With a blatant gesture to themselves, and a flick of the eye muscles on my end, I carry on.
I'm trying to sit up straight, but I can't. There's something pushing on my shoulder.
I turn around, its bottomless-pit eyes staring, GLARING back at me.
"What the fuck could you possibly want with me now?" The words spit from my mouth like fire.
It speaks in a gravel-crunch death rumble, teeth scraping like stones. "What else? Go find out."
Under the pasty ceiling I look, trying to unsee, and it seeps in dully.
"Are you trying to drown me now?" I ask, pushing the fluid out of my lungs.
Bonescrape hisses back, "You looked."
Dragging my waterlogged, shoulder-pressed body up the stairs is a hassle.
My eyes hur
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Well, kid, have I got news for you
It won't take long to realize anyway
But I just thought you'd be
Better off with it in the back of your mind.
The world is not against you
Don't make it wanna be.
If you think the world's against you
I'm sorry
But you're wrong.
The more edge you put on
The more you paint yourself poison red
The more we know to back away.
Nobody's gonna come help
And no one will ask what's wrong
When you angry-laugh and cut the sky
And bleed it dry
Of the angels that it sent.
It's okay to get edgy
To be a punk, be yourself
And okay to be with whoever you want
And be up front that way.
This isn't meant to drag you down.
But you don't have to
And you shouldn't
Correlate being different
With being angry.
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Like the face of a child when they find out
they can't go to the theme park after all
'cause it's storming 
Or the sinking letters on the screen forming words
that say nasty things about you from people
you trusted
that's how it felt
when their razor words bit my throat
their syrup smile smacks my forehead
what have I done
with paint-stroke teeth and casual destruction
of something they never knew was there to destroy
and probably
never will.
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These are my newest deviations! But new doesn't mean best, so it's greatly appreciated if you check out the rest of my gallery. If you really like something, feel free to favorite or comment, and if you don't, please keep your opinions to yourself or even offer constructive criticism. If you want something like what you see here, ask about commissions, requests, point commishes, collabs, art trades, etc. Information is on my bio!


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Not just anything goes into my favorites, and I do it because I like the art, not for pageviews.
But you should take a look, this stuff is QUALITY.


Waist Up Front View- Fully Colored Fanart
If you want my absolute best work, this is the place to go. Ask me about characters or check out my fandoms list on my bio. Waist up and no more, no less. Fully colored with my best lineart.
Full/Partial Body Fanart, Colored
A fully colored picture of any character, preferably Homestuck. Ask me about which fandoms I'm in to see available characters.
Uncolored Fanart Portrait
Basically like colored Fanart, but the lineart only.
Colored or Uncolored Portrait
Non Fanart. Colored or Uncolored. I can take requests or surprise you, ask me.
Feet Photography
A photo of my feet!
Everybody seems to like my feet. This has been opened as a gift to my watchers and the community at large for my 3000th pageview.
Of my commissions, this one has the most rules.
You cannot request that my face be in the picture. In fact, I would like for it to be of my feet only. I am not comfortable taking pictures where you can see much more of my body. On that note, nothing sexualized.
I don't mind if you want me to put on anklets, and I'm working on getting some barefoot sandals as well. It could also just be of my bare feet.
If you have a particular background or area you want me to stand in, let me know.
Cosplay Shots
Request a shot of a character who I have cosplayed and I'll see what I can do. This can take five minutes or five months so be patient.

Journal History




Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
deviantart? i dont know her
(this page is literally just an account of my old art now)
insta: pondpajamas
tumblr: pond-pajamas (check my tumblr about page for other sideblogs)
fb and snapchat: pm me if you dont already kno


Hey just fyi i dont use this shit anymore so come find me on tumblr (pond-pajamas, i also have like 10 sideblogs so if you have specific interests check my tumblr about page) fb (yall kno my name) insta (pondpajamas) snapchat (pm me for it)
Holy shit i forgot i had a dA for a while there what do i even do w this
reading those older journals was a shit blow to my emotional status i deleted them please ask no further questions even though this journal is pretty much just a thinly veiled late-night shot at attention to pull together my life because i'm needy


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vocaloid-fanatic Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
hey al,
you're an angel !!
pondkid Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Aah omg thank you!
MeleeGypsy Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
you're pondkid now! that's pretty cool
pondkid Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks! I was happy to see the username had not been taken
Marvyn1990 Featured By Owner Dec 18, 2014
no probz ! ^_^
Prospit-Lordling Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Are you actually online or no?
MeleeGypsy Featured By Owner Sep 12, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
hey, I is coming to your thingy tomorrow night, but only for the movie becauyse i'm having family over for dinner
pondkid Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Ohkay cool!
NeonLight333 Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
MeleeGypsy Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
hi! i can come to a party the weekend of july 26, or the second of august
pondkid Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Ah, I'm so sorry! I literally leave for vacation the 26th and come back the 2nd of August! Terrible timing, I'm so sorry.
MeleeGypsy Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
ok. when you have a sdate, let me know what time the party is and i'll see if i can possible make it.
pondkid Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Okey doke!
dapplemii Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2014  Student General Artist
Hey im organizing hetaliastuckisawesome you should add some art into the folders!
pondkid Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Coolsauce! I'll see what I can draw
dapplemii Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2014  Student General Artist
Great! And add your already drawn stuff to the gallery
pondkid Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Like my Italy and Germany flag drawings?
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theresahelmer Featured By Owner Jun 8, 2014  Professional Photographer
Thank you so much for adding me to your watch list, i am utterly flattered :heart: ~Theresa
pondkid Featured By Owner Jun 8, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
No problem :3 I love your work!
MeleeGypsy Featured By Owner May 25, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
happy birthday alice!
pondkid Featured By Owner May 26, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
MeleeGypsy Featured By Owner May 12, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
what day your birthday?
pondkid Featured By Owner May 12, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
May 25th
Prospit-Lordling Featured By Owner Apr 27, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Alice, I'm waiting for you.
pondkid Featured By Owner Apr 27, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh crap ok one sec
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