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shit bruh im so confused abt everything
like
i don't know how i feel about girls?
i don't really feel romantically attracted to them but like... i do like cuddling them, but i know that's not romantic necessarily
and i often find them aesthetically pleasing but i don't think i get crushes on them like i get crushes on guys
the WEIRDEST thing is i find both binary genders sexually attractive
i would fuck a guy just as much as i would fuck a girl, but
i don't feel any romantic attraction to girls.
so does that make me heteroromantic (with the assumption that i'm a girl, i know i'm not) bisexual?
BUT THEN, WHAT ABOUT THE DEMISEXUAL PART
because i don't feel like i'd want to have sex until i got to know the person really well, but i don't want to get to know girls really well
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BASICALLY AS AWFUL AS IT SOUNDS AND AS AWFUL AS I FEEL
i feel sexually attracted to girls, like, mindlessly? like i would just go out and have sex with girls who i didn't really have romantic relationships with,
but
i wouldn't do anything with a guy until we were really close
ugh like wtf does that mean
i don't feel 100% "straight" but the part of me that isn't straight is like "well i'd fuck that girl if i felt like it"
like
i don't know how i feel about girls?
i don't really feel romantically attracted to them but like... i do like cuddling them, but i know that's not romantic necessarily
and i often find them aesthetically pleasing but i don't think i get crushes on them like i get crushes on guys
the WEIRDEST thing is i find both binary genders sexually attractive
i would fuck a guy just as much as i would fuck a girl, but
i don't feel any romantic attraction to girls.
so does that make me heteroromantic (with the assumption that i'm a girl, i know i'm not) bisexual?
BUT THEN, WHAT ABOUT THE DEMISEXUAL PART
because i don't feel like i'd want to have sex until i got to know the person really well, but i don't want to get to know girls really well
augh
BASICALLY AS AWFUL AS IT SOUNDS AND AS AWFUL AS I FEEL
i feel sexually attracted to girls, like, mindlessly? like i would just go out and have sex with girls who i didn't really have romantic relationships with,
but
i wouldn't do anything with a guy until we were really close
ugh like wtf does that mean
i don't feel 100% "straight" but the part of me that isn't straight is like "well i'd fuck that girl if i felt like it"
well that was good
reading those older journals was a shit blow to my emotional status i deleted them please ask no further questions even though this journal is pretty much just a thinly veiled late-night shot at attention to pull together my life because i'm needy
fuckety
wH oOO boy has it been forever since i checked this page
probably gonna just sort of go back and delete personal journals so no one ever fucking finds them lmao
i aint dead but i sure aint in one piece pls read
AAAaaaayyy
It's been forever since i posted
i'm really not using dA much anymore, all my art is basically just going on my tumblr, that or im not posting it at all
so like tbh a lot of shit's going on in my life rn, to all my irl friends, i just need space. i have to sort a lot of things out and i don't want to get stressed/confused when i have this situation and also school. i need to focus on those two things primarily so if i ask not to be talked to it's not personal
gonna be making the same psa on my tumblr for all who need to see it
thanks for understanding
hes being so nice
im about to fuckin ramble so
just a heads up
we're talking a lot, i'm having a lot of fun. we relate easily. we text and kik a lot and meme each other on tumblr
ive never felt the need to gush about a guy's personality like this, but he's just really awesome and friendly and inclusive and every time we talk he's just so into it and ready to talk to me and he's hilarious and has such an adorable sweet personality and maybe he's not all that conventionally attractive but the more we talk the more i notice how amazing his smile is and how he can look firm while also looking concerned or soft and how he makes eye contact when he talks to me,
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You could be hetero-romantic and homosexual, but I wouldnt worry about it too much.