seXaLtuily

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shit bruh im so confused abt everything
like
i don't know how i feel about girls?
i don't really feel romantically attracted to them but like... i do like cuddling them, but i know that's not romantic necessarily
and i often find them aesthetically pleasing but i don't think i get crushes on them like i get crushes on guys
the WEIRDEST thing is i find both binary genders sexually attractive
i would fuck a guy just as much as i would fuck a girl, but 
i don't feel any romantic attraction to girls.
so does that make me heteroromantic (with the assumption that i'm a girl, i know i'm not) bisexual?
BUT THEN, WHAT ABOUT THE DEMISEXUAL PART
because i don't feel like i'd want to have sex until i got to know the person really well, but i don't want to get to know girls really well
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BASICALLY AS AWFUL AS IT SOUNDS AND AS AWFUL AS I FEEL
i feel sexually attracted to girls, like, mindlessly? like i would just go out and have sex with girls who i didn't really have romantic relationships with,
but 
i wouldn't do anything with a guy until we were really close
ugh like wtf does that mean
i don't feel 100% "straight" but the part of me that isn't straight is like "well i'd fuck that girl if i felt like it"
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MeleeGypsy's avatar
You could be hetero-romantic and homosexual, but I wouldnt worry about it too much.